Thotz

Hey, I read something today that made a lot of sense to me and I think it'll help many others so I decided to share it. It's culled from the writer's website. "A Recently Married Guy Discovers: MARRIAGE IS NOT FOR YOU"   Having been married only a year and a half, I’ve recently come to the conclusion that marriage isn’t for me.  Now before you start making assumptions, keep reading. I met my wife in high school when we were 15 years old. We were friends for  ten years  until…until we decided no longer wanted to be  just  friends. :) I strongly recommend that best friends fall in love. Good times will be had by all. Nevertheless, falling in love with my best friend did not prevent me from having certain fears and anxieties about getting married. The nearer Kim and I approached the decision to marry, the more I was filled with a paralyzing fear. Was I ready? Was I making the right choice? Was Kim the right person to marry? Would she make me happy? ...

Yeah.... That's exactly how I feel; stuck... Don't know what to say that will make sense... Heck, can't even string them words together to even align... I've been lying here tossing and turning Rising and falling back in bed seeking answers or are they all just questions, my thoughts? I'm supposed to be in church but I'm seated on the edge of the bed Assimilating a lengthy note left me by my wife Issues of intimacy; hold me, don't hold me.... When does a hold me turn sour? At those moments, does it matter what I want? How does it all work out? Where is the line between what the man is going through and meeting her needs? He has a lot of things bombarding his mind, eyes, ears and even his nose Work, family, ministry, finances, relationships, detractors, devils.... Oh, how they appear, plenty How does he work it all and yet satisfy all the varied demands? Please don't misunderstand me My thoughts don't wander far from me and all th...